Listen man, bad shit happens to everyone, it's just a bump in the road. If you're serious about internet marketing I would look at this as an opportunity. Why not find 2 jobs where you can work really long hours but still do your internet crap on the side?
How about
:
- library
- substitute teaching (after summer)
- assisted living facility
- secretarial position anywhere
You need to find a job fast.. ANY job... goto starbucks if you have to. and while you're there, start plotting your next move, and your next move, and your next move. use this as motivation, get a job that pays your bills and start working relentlessly on your sites.