Here's a little story for you mate.
Started my media company pretty young, was/am damn persistent and committed to myself and my business. Did GREAT my first few years doing professional servicing for big brands etc. Along comes a conglomerate client who retains me for a big site, and once complete brings me on board full time, 6 figures, salary, perks, the fucking works at a tender age of 20. First beamer, corner lot exec. home, banked quite a bit, word.
2.5 years later, I was laid off as the company decided to downsize and close. The execs are the first ones to go as it costs them the most to keep/saves them the most to lay off...
This crippled my ass for quite a few years and drained my mojo - as timing would have it, that's when all the outsourcing really started moving and what I would charge 10K for before with my company, can now be done for $900 overseas. Stuck in a rut for a while and had to sell the home and cash out, but had to keep my bimmer!!!
Anyway, thinking back now, it was a blessing in disguise, and has reassured me that I will never work for the man ever again I don't care WHAT they pay me or how they retain me. Since then, and since getting over my rut, I'm doing extremely well for myself, get offers for 'retention' from big CO's often now, and it feels damn good to say 'no'!
Take this time to really see if you have what it takes to be your own boss full time, and if you have the stomach for the risk awareness you need and the rollercoaster it can be at times. As risky as this biz is (not just AM'ing, but all online moniezes), it's also way more lucrative than any exec job or huge salary (I value my time more than my money, and that is the only reason I now have money). Consider it a blessing and use your time now wisely.
Hope that motivates you a little.
N.