Do you ever get drug flashbacks?

[Andrey]

Heh, ego death...it felt like I was right on the verge of that. I really did not know who I was for a very long time, all I knew was what I wanted. I wanted to be away from my fake friends that were secretly trying to sabotage my efforts to better my life.

I know it sounds superficial to think of financial success as such a crucial part of my personality and mental wellbeing...but it is. I grew up poor, I have massive debts from the stupid, STUPID shit I've done growing up and quite frankly, money = freedom. Nothing in life is better than freedom. I don't need a lot personally, just enough to do what I want when I want it and to travel.

To be completely honest though, you're right..I don't regret having that trip. In fact I think I needed it...I just wish I didn't get such a resounding mental ass kicking.

Yeah, that is fine, we all want that not realizing that we are already free. I am not saying don't try to make money or w/e. Be a billionaire, who cares? But do realize that you are already free.

Just ask yourself, what prevents me from being free right now? How am I bound? At this second, sitting on the chair on the fucking computer. What is wrong with this moment?

Do not tell me "I don't have enough money in the bank so I can travel" type of BS. What do you think once you got money and are traveling you are all of a sudden completely free of suffering?

The only thing that prevents you from being/feeling free is a belief in your mind that you are bound. Let the mind think that, but it has nothing to do with you. Once you don't pay attention to that crap enough times, mind will stop bringing it up. :rainfro:

 

[shindig]

Funny thing is here in seattle and liberal land down the west coast, we have some freedoms you don't get elsewhere in the US, like the cops don't give 2 shits about cannabis City Of Seattle Will No Longer Prosecute Marijuana Possession Offenses | NORML Blog, Marijuana Law Reform and haven't for years. There are 10 dispensaries within 3 miles of my house.

We even passed a bill to sell herb in the state liquor stores but the governor vetoed it due to pressure by federal government.

I've been stopped with herb by fish and wildlife while fishing, they smelled it, they let me go. Got stopped picking cyanescens and got away too.

I didn't get to hempfest last year, but 2 years ago I felt this summarized the environment fairly well: I call it "The shitty lookout"

And of course there were these faggots there too

Notice the guy with an arm full of 8' long bongs lol FREEDOM bitches.

 

[Wicked Ice]

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[pewep]

Funny thing is here in seattle and liberal land down the west coast, we have some freedoms you don't get elsewhere in the US, like the cops don't give 2 shits about cannabis City Of Seattle Will No Longer Prosecute Marijuana Possession Offenses | NORML Blog, Marijuana Law Reform and haven't for years. There are 10 dispensaries within 3 miles of my house.

We even passed a bill to sell herb in the state liquor stores but the governor vetoed it due to pressure by federal government.

I've been stopped with herb by fish and wildlife while fishing, they smelled it, they let me go. Got stopped picking cyanescens and got away too.

I didn't get to hempfest last year, but 2 years ago I felt this summarized the environment fairly well: I call it "The shitty lookout"

And of course there were these faggots there too

Notice the guy with an arm full of 8' long bongs lol FREEDOM bitches.

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holy shit that's awesome hahah.