Pewep, do you want to know the first step to healing all of your problems?
It's to stop telling other people about your problems, including yourself.
Each time a new person finds out about your problems, imagine yourself getting kicked one more step down the stairway of all of your problems... Because when word spreads, so do your problems, throughout your entire existence knocking you on your ass every time.
You might be kidding, I'm sure I'm not, I'm 100% serious, not even a kidding one bit.
Take action and stop sitting at the bottom of all your problems.