I was always raised to believe that I should leave vengeance to the divine, but I want retribution.
This black guy, rotc asshole through and through, beat me up so bad I went to the emergency room, discharged myself 5 minutes upon arrival because I don't have health insurance.
I got my bill today in the mail for $406. The entire time I had decided to basically not press charges and just somehow forgive him and use it as motivation to work out, etc... Now $406 won't totally kill me and I have income streams so I think eventually I'll be fine (ugh need to do taxes :x).
I want revenge, but truthfully, I just want to stop making bad choices that end up with bad company, etc...
The whole story is this basically:
it was me, that guy (who i'll call E) and my other friend (that i'm calling J). it was j's birthday so i was celebrating with him and we were hanging out with e and two other girls. now i had hung out with e for a while so i thought we were fairly cool - but something about him just wasn't right. plus all my other friends had warned me about him.
alright, so fast forward through the night, we escort the girls back to their dorm and proceeded to go back downtown. along the way i realize j's had a few. i'm trying to take care of him because he literally cannot stand. at the same time, i'm trying to hold a discussion with e - it was nothing important. i wasn't heated and i am actually a generally nice guy. anyway e starts telling j that he wants to fight me or something and i basically have NO clue why. i've had a few drinks so i'm like - welp, bring it.
got moped up. cut my left big toe pretty severely so i had to get stitches at the hospital.
I'm just in my room right now, a seething ball of rage, doing nothing but setting up more fiverr campaigns and sb link building urls. The truth is I'm just a broke faggot who was too stupid to pay attention to my internal alarm bells and i'm paying for it.
/rant
This black guy, rotc asshole through and through, beat me up so bad I went to the emergency room, discharged myself 5 minutes upon arrival because I don't have health insurance.
I got my bill today in the mail for $406. The entire time I had decided to basically not press charges and just somehow forgive him and use it as motivation to work out, etc... Now $406 won't totally kill me and I have income streams so I think eventually I'll be fine (ugh need to do taxes :x).
I want revenge, but truthfully, I just want to stop making bad choices that end up with bad company, etc...
The whole story is this basically:
it was me, that guy (who i'll call E) and my other friend (that i'm calling J). it was j's birthday so i was celebrating with him and we were hanging out with e and two other girls. now i had hung out with e for a while so i thought we were fairly cool - but something about him just wasn't right. plus all my other friends had warned me about him.
alright, so fast forward through the night, we escort the girls back to their dorm and proceeded to go back downtown. along the way i realize j's had a few. i'm trying to take care of him because he literally cannot stand. at the same time, i'm trying to hold a discussion with e - it was nothing important. i wasn't heated and i am actually a generally nice guy. anyway e starts telling j that he wants to fight me or something and i basically have NO clue why. i've had a few drinks so i'm like - welp, bring it.
got moped up. cut my left big toe pretty severely so i had to get stitches at the hospital.
I'm just in my room right now, a seething ball of rage, doing nothing but setting up more fiverr campaigns and sb link building urls. The truth is I'm just a broke faggot who was too stupid to pay attention to my internal alarm bells and i'm paying for it.
/rant
