Why is everybody always staring at me?

pewep

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I decided to take a break from being wickedfire cancer - all in a day's work boys:

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In the last year, something happened to me. All over sudden, I just don't feel pain, love, joy, hate, ANYTHING. It's like I'm 100% numb all the time - not physically but emotionally. Nothing registers. I know this is odd and really the only thing I have left is a longing and a desire for the "old me" that could feel all of these things. Anyone have any advise?
 
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In the last year, something happened to me. All over sudden, I just don't feel pain, love, joy, hate, ANYTHING. It's like I'm 100% numb all the time - not physically but emotionally. Nothing registers. I know this is odd and really the only thing I have left is a longing and a desire for the "old me" that could feel all of these things. Anyone have any advise?

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In the last year, something happened to me. All over sudden, I just don't feel pain, love, joy, hate, ANYTHING. It's like I'm 100% numb all the time - not physically but emotionally. Nothing registers. I know this is odd and really the only thing I have left is a longing and a desire for the "old me" that could feel all of these things. Anyone have any advise?

It happens. Maybe your system is tired of all those things. A difficult phase to be in, I think. The good thing is that you still have that longing desire to feel those things again. Some suggestions:
1. Go back, reminisce the good old things.
2. If you have a journal or diary, try to read your journal entries.
3. Listen to good old music that you used to listen to.
4. Go back to good places you've always loved, especially if you don't come to that place anymore.
5. Meditate.

There are many ways and these are just suggestions. It may or may not work for you. But the season you are in is probably winter. Next season would be spring... something to look forward to. :)