alright! I have been masturbating non stop for 20 years. In all this time I have been wanking at least once or twice a week.
Here are some things which describe me best.
I am thin.
I am weaker than the most people of my age that I know.
I never had any girl friends or boy friends.(But I have paid for sex a few times but it didn't give me even half the satisfaction which porn gives me. So I stopped doing prostitutes. Also there is risk of HIV and stuff.)
I don't like to socialize. Stay away from other humans.
I always wanted to change all that and feel like a normal human being and not like a wanker that hides in the closet all the time. But guess my will power was too week.
I recently came across this thread.
**The NO FAP thread to end ALL No Fap threads** - Bodybuilding.com Forums
I think this thread is changing my life. First of all I haven't masturbated since last two weeks and it feels great.
Now I have more time to concentrate on my business and my mind is free to think about more money making.
Now I am also trying to quite smoking.
Now I am blocking all porn related pages in my facebook timeline. When I watch movies I try to fast forward sex related and nudity scenes. But now I am wondering for how long I will be able to control myself?
If any of you have successfully came out of this addiction please share your experiences.
Here are some things which describe me best.
I am thin.
I am weaker than the most people of my age that I know.
I never had any girl friends or boy friends.(But I have paid for sex a few times but it didn't give me even half the satisfaction which porn gives me. So I stopped doing prostitutes. Also there is risk of HIV and stuff.)
I don't like to socialize. Stay away from other humans.
I always wanted to change all that and feel like a normal human being and not like a wanker that hides in the closet all the time. But guess my will power was too week.
I recently came across this thread.
**The NO FAP thread to end ALL No Fap threads** - Bodybuilding.com Forums
I think this thread is changing my life. First of all I haven't masturbated since last two weeks and it feels great.
Now I have more time to concentrate on my business and my mind is free to think about more money making.
Now I am also trying to quite smoking.
Now I am blocking all porn related pages in my facebook timeline. When I watch movies I try to fast forward sex related and nudity scenes. But now I am wondering for how long I will be able to control myself?
If any of you have successfully came out of this addiction please share your experiences.