i feel like im slowly losing my sanity

pewep

pewep

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i'd like to think i have a fairly good grasp on reality. eg i can distinguish between what is real and what's not. i believe in spiritual phenomena, but i think it takes an intense amount of training to get anywhere. this brings me to my current state.

guys, i really fucking wish i didn't believe in this crap but i can't. i've seen this shit in REAL LIFE. i think i'm getting possessed. i don't know how it happened and when exactly it did, but i need to find a way to up my defenses fast before this fucking thing overwhelms me.

i will not give up without a fight.
 


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i'll be fine. ugh i wish i could delete this thread (after saving suddenly_ass's pictures)
 
i just had a wonderful dream where i saw a heavenly golden light radiating from very, very deep within and i knew this was the light of creation. of god. it was always there and it knew exactly who i was in every way and still loved me deeply. the problem was that i was the one who had been ignoring it and could not always see it. i felt wonderful to be alive, experiencing the universe. then i met with a silver, wise angel that was some sort of records keeper that said "pranayama" (i'm sure i have encountered this term somewhere) so i'll look up more of that practice today. after that experience, i was in some sort of intermediate plane between heaven and hell and was talking to a monk type person. he asked what the angel had said, i told him. then he nodded his head wisely and said "let us pray".

yes, i am crazy but i don't really care at all. i love my head, you and god.
 
pewep either you're a troll (and a very persistent one) or your personality is disintegrating. Either way, take a holiday for a couple of weeks. I think you need it.
 
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