i figure ill beg for money on a post... somethins gotta work right... well heres my story.. i busted my butt last year doing lamn maitnience all summer.. got my owen apt... finaly not livin in my deseced grand fathers old runn down mold infested farm house.. im mean run down.. everything is going ok.. i actualy picked up a new job.. laying bluestone in nov... makin good money (abt 700 wk) then things get slow like always near chicago in the winter time.. and i plow snow and vacume apt. in the winter.. well they predicted 64 inches for the season.. we did not even get ten.. and lat year we got 24 in a 30 hour period thats messed up... so i didnt work realy at all.. i left my other job.. and now i have to wait for that to pick up.. so the bills are pilling up im losing my mind and my unreliable room mate is not coming up with his half of the rent or anymoney for that matter at all.. but every time i turn the corner hes got a bag of weed and is smoking like a fool.. so i get a job at a packing plant for walmart and i busting my dick to make this money and pay these bills.. then i start running into transportation issuse.. then i hurt myself.. then i get arrested in the silver cross ER for slapping a doctor on the wrist when i was having a panic attack... that was messed up so i serve 30 days in county (15 day for day).. and as soon as i get out i get served my aviction papers... talkin about rainin and poorin.. that doctor must have had a long doublr sift to put me in jail for assault and batter on an involentary mussle reaction from a person who has a well documented history of panic attacks at his facility.. im mean it even said in the paper work no harm was done to the victume.. wow...so now im sleepin in a run down gardage.. and my blue stone boss hired his friend that has been doing brick work for years and gave me tha shaft... nice.. so im broke working on a pro mma career and conpletly lost right now... awsome ... if u can help text me or just leave some inspiring words.. things cant stay horrible for ever right --- tommy 18155454298