Why such big font? Deflection? Deflecting the shame and guilt? So are the stories true? or are you lying to your audience at RSDNation? I can't understand the allure of being a predator, or at least wanting to have people think you are one.
The one about feeling flattered that someone is running rape ads with your old avatar seems rather 'outside the norm' of what society deems healthy. Consequently no one in their right mind should think this is a troll 4+ years in the making.
Are you actually proud of being perceived as a potential rapist at best and at worse having this community label you as a person that has probably already raped?
During your "BEASTING" activities, do you at all feel any remorse or self-reproach for your victims while you fondle them in an attempt to get some small gratification, since you've come to the same conclusion that the general female population has also come to - that no sane woman would give you the time of day therefore you have to resort to trickery or hypnosis. What about the emotional scars you are imprinting on thees women? Do you like being labeled a potential rapist?
I'm starting to arrive at the same conclusion Future State surmised, and it's pretty self-evident at this point you have a mental illness that's been developing for quite some time and will erupt, if it has not already, with you taking your fantasies or "BEASTING" to a level that will result in your incarceration.
Edit: By the looks of your 'empathy' post, it's clear you've also come to the same conclusion, nearly 4 years ago, yet here we are.