No disrespect, but if you were really making $10k a day and now are "only" making $3k a day, yet you find yourself bored and unmotivated, here's my answer: Kill yourself. Reason? Even at $3k a day, that's still over a million bucks a year. This should give you the resources to do anything and everything you could possibly want to do on this planet. If you have a green light to do anything you want, buy anything you want, go anywhere you want, have any woman you want, are sitting in your room bored and unmotivated, then you have a problem that is far greater than your work ethic. You are fucked, sorry to break it to you. Try therapy. Either that, or cut the "second life style wish I was this guy so I'll pretend to be this guy on the internet" bullshit. I may be a newbie on wickedfire and I expect to catch shit for this, but dude.. shut the fuck up. Seriously. Bottom line: You're either full of shit and feel like seeing yourself type (in which case you're a gay faggot) or you actually do make that kind of $ and have serious emotional problems (in which case you're a messed up gay faggot who needs help.)